Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Practical Distance


Her ceiling is a garden of dead roses. A faint draft stealths under the door. Sets them swaying. Laying on her floor, she looks up at these floral corpses, and inverts her world. She is an underworld godess reigning over the casualties of love gone bad. And hovering in her carpeted sky, she can see that the petals gone hard. Like her heart. Hardened, yet somehow more fragile. And like those petals, hanging from their plaster ground, she is ready to fall. Though she tries to ground herself with rage. And thumb tacs. And twine. "A bit of practical distance," she lies, "may do me some good."

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Temporal Deceit


I am shifting through time again. Misplacing moments. Remaking them in my mind. I've been telling myself beautiful lies about yesterday. Forming stories for tomorrow. Creating new memories and manufacturing a better right now. I was close to convincing myself that I could hold back the granuals of my hour glass. But my feet have shifted and the weight is draging me down. So let me mislay the sand, in a closet or an empty drawer. And I'll step into neverwhere for a little while.